Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Spanky Clean

And again my room is clean n cleared thanks to non other then my beloved daddy...The only problem is he re-arrange all of my stuffs n now i cant seem to find em within 5 mins...Another problem ~ he found my diary ~ but i dunch tink he had read it coz if he had known my secrets already ill be dead right now...right?...

Yesterday was swell arr not yest on sunday i mean...*tanks dearie for everythink*...Watched movie 'shall we dance' actually i was more intrested in the apek sittin behind us rather then the movie itself haha nvm lazy to talk bout it...Fad eventually got me a tix to the soccer match n now i owe her sumtink...damn it...Anyway spore win hmm kewl doesnt effect me in anyways...Again was more intrested in watching the players rather then the game itself...How bitchy ahak~...

I mish my gerlfrens soo much...I meann so so so so much...N yah awin u got 1 hot babe there ~feewitt~ u go gerl...haha

As for me SHould i or should i not????? should i or should i not??? nak tanak nak tanakkkkkkkkkkkk
babi ah faddd kau nyer pasal lahh nie...hahaha *joking joking*

For one think ive learnt...In life dun always follow ur heart when making decisions...Think of consequences in the future...In other words start using ur brains...I dunno maybe diff ppl diff ways but as for me too much of following my heart almost lead me to errrr nvm this is between me n god...N yahh i started using my brains lately...I mean i started to think ahead NOT GONNA LOOK BACKnot gonna think about the past n yah finally move on...yeah yeah...haha...I realise im jus being selfish thinking onlie bout myself getting my fwenz worried makin ppl being hold back n all that...But i tell u ah if u get to break into my personal blog i tell u all will cry one ahh conferm one ah...hehehe...If i were to look back on how much i suffer back then it can make me loose my confident in one way or another...

But I guess dats it its time i start a new and as what azzy always remind me 'make the right decision'...N azzy ill try my best to stop being ignorant okay!!...Ayway as they always say "ignorance is a bliss" u knoe...U really want me to stop?? haha

okay im being too wordy already...ill stop...till now !adioz!...







Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Back 2 square one

If u can read my picture then u r a GENIUS i must say!! *Hint* Vanila scented candle + a crazy 4 u bear = ??? haha i sound like 1 phyco maniac...

Oh yeahhh im crazy for all those jerks n bitches who has ruin n is planning to ruin my all soo peaceful soul...

Ive always known when sumtink amiss...I dunno how but i juz knew it...Hmm maybe i haf 6 sense...arhh craps...But still dunwanna jump to conclution...Oh well Im keeping my coooool~





Friday, January 07, 2005

The fucking truth...hurts...




I miss my gerls soo much...suzi azzy dee alon awin...When r we going out again?...spend time again b4 our results r out okay...

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Ive lost my Mojos

Planned to go watch soccer at kallang with abang n pak usu n Aim but my head juz wont stop giving problems urghhh!!!...I miss my comp so muchhh hehehe...I miss my bear-bear...Miss my hp sooo many nonsens msg came once i on it...

zimah i broke into ur shutterfly account hehe....

Cool hUh!! Us at the dance floor...


In mah daddy's car...


Me n Awin!!


Nice! Dats me n Sharon bydaway


Hmm where my pic with suzi ah?? did i take with suzi?? i did rite?? whos cam ah??

Gonna upload the rest of the pics soon...Sooo wait patiently kayy sharonnn hehe...

Who got miss me?

Guess whos bekk!! NOlar actually im not bek larr still in KL hehe...In Cyber Cafe having my early breakfast while the rest still sleeping like PIG...

Juz wanna tell all of u...ili sakitttt~...ili demam...ili seseme...ili cough cough...ili sore-troat...ili gie genting smlm beh sejuk mcm pat NewZealand...Beh ili mane leh kene sejuk...beh skaran ili demam...cian kan~...

haha bleuk~

TRANSLATION:
IM SICK PATHETIC MORON...I HATE GENTING...WENT THERE WRONG TIMING...there were mist n fogs n clouds everywhere u cant even see ppl 5 cm away frm u...Tanks god papa pro at driving if NOT u'll find me at the bottom of the mountain DEAD...choy~

2005 already sehh...Here in KL no celebrations boring rite! they cancelled all the parties n changed it to some prayers ceremony...My fwen all go clubbing *JELEZ* tak ajak aku TANAK KAWAN...hahaha...I also club u knoe at beach sumore ahh with ang-mos sumore ahh..MOre high-class hehe but its isnt the same without ur frenz around rite!...ALone sumore abang go slip ~pfft~ boring ah u...But nvm made new frenzz tau with mat n minah KL...Mat australia also got tauu!! jelez tak? hahaha...Lame lar~...Gonna miss 2004 soo much...Many stuffs had happened that yr...Gonna start afresh this yr...Promise to work n study harder...CHeh~ ili talking...

Missing my frenz already how i wish i could celebrate new yr with all of u...Miss my hp...i want my hp...actually got bring larr but no auto-roam haha...Goin home later *yesh ahh* cant stand it my head's bugging me...Sooo all of u can xpect me home earlier then xpected...Soooo whoever miss me call me at nite TONIGHT kayyy haha...Aku nie pergi mcm mane nyer jauh jerr~





Wednesday, December 29, 2004

!Noizy Home!

Look at the time its only 11:47 arghhh...Was woken up by sum drilling going on at home...Idiot sehhh i hate waking up early coz i wont knoe wat to do after that...

Meeting sum bunch of kiddies later hehe my cuzins larr n do sum last minute shopping for tomoros prom...Am i xcited?...More like im decited my mood suddently change hmmm y ah??...I guess im looking forward more to friday then tomoro...N yah i was wondering about the parties that will b goin on during new yr's eve...Its seems like unapropriate bcoz of the tsunami incident...Yalah ppl out there suffering we down here njoying...Like soo bad rite...haha watever lah~

IM BOREDDD maybe meeting suzi n rod tooo gonna help rod find her clothes...K i wanna bathe bye bye bye!!!

I make a wish upon my heart: May there be peace on earth

Tsunami wave death polls...Go see scaryyy!!! yet very saddd sehhh...

TOLL as @ 2245 SST on 28 Dec>>
Countries -Deaths/ Injured
Bangladesh 2
India 1 /1,499
Indonesia 19,000/ up to 100,000
Kenya 1
Malaysia 65/ 218
Maldives 55
Myanmar 36/ 45
Somalia 38
Sri Lanka 18 /706
Tanzania 10
Thailand 1,516/ 7,000
Total 50,928 -
Source: Reuters


FOREIGNERS DEATH TOLL as @ 2220 SST on 28 Dec>>
Countries- Deaths/ Missing
Austria 4
Australia 8 /10
Belgium 2 /30
Brazil 2
Canada 3
China 7
Czech Republic 381
Denmark 2
Finland 1/ 200
France 10 /18
Germany 4 /100
Italy 11 /100
Japan 9
Netherlands 1
New Zealand 1
Norway 13
Poland 4 /43
Portugal 3
Singapore* 2
South Africa 2 /2
South Korea 3 /12
Sweden 10
Taiwan 1
Turkey 26
UK 16
USA 11
Total 120 934
Source: Reuters
* Singapore's Foreign Affairs Ministry says 16 Singaporeans are also missing






There is an atmosphere of grief besetting us after the enormous earthquake and ensuing tsunamis that wrecked havoc across south-east Asia and precipitated a colossal tragedy. Towers of waves swept lands and engulfed communities leaving barely recognizable remnants. Many swept into fathomless oceans and into oblivion.
I mourn for those who perished and even more for those bereaved and despondent. I pray for you to be infused with the strength and vigor to overcome the grief that this tragedy has betided on us all. While it is has no doubt impaled the festive ambience synonymous with this time of the year, hopefully we will emerge stronger as the pain subsides, as it must.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

...Merry Christmas...

hmmm lets see how many days i havent blog in...dunno lahh...

Listening to Asmaradana song rite now haha im hook to it eversince my cuz nurul started singing it over n over again...

My whole body is aching arghh~...Went east coast yest n it was pathetically fun...i guess many days of siting at home made me clumzy...muahaha...Took us 2 balrdi hrs to walk to the pit WAHLAU tired sia n many things happen on the way like for exp me n rod saw 1 pochong during magribh time hahahaha...shhhh...watever lahh miss suzi sooo much hug her soooo tight when i FINALY met her...Oh yah peeps commented me on getting fatter haaaa~ ohh noo...nvmlah fat cute mahh...haha...then we talk talk talk talk n talk till we get tired of talking then go home...Many week never meet theres sooo much to talk about...

But then fun n laughter doesnt last...does it?

Reach hm she called...k cool~...then one wrong move n everythings over ONCE AGAIN...Cant u accept situations with an open-mind??...Y must jump to conclution its not like u cant change the situation...But that if u r willing to...it seems u r not sincere with ur words...What about those things u said to me few days back??...I juz knew frm the begining...u r not serious about wat u said...if u r really serious about it u wont gif up juz like that...u think stuffs like this is a joke izit it may to u but NOT ME...This juz show how self-centred u r onlie thinking about UR happiness wat about mine?...

Arghh 4 get it...u promise me sumtink better keep it...


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

laaa laaa laaa

Soooo all my friends had started working already and what am i doing...Snoring at home...damn it...i also wanna work ah...but i lazy...how ah??

Anyhoo went to costasands last sunday....

The kite i flew at pasir ris beach



Isnt she cute



Great dancers with a bad reputations khekhe!!



Bitches playing miss universe...Look at their faces WAHLAU ade hati sehh nak main miss universe...



Met my dearest adeq at downtown hehe