Luv my daddy he clean up my room for me so i can study in comfort awww haha but instead i am playing computer in comfort hahaha....

okay world war 3 tomorrow im sooo not ready to go for battle...Conferm die one ah...

Imagine ah next day exam today then start studying how to pass rite??...Nvm Regional Campus HERE I COME haha...Power sia dat skool soo BIG...

wat am i saying dunwannn i wanna go Nanyang Poly alaaa scared ahh...Haizz at my rate of studying conferm ite one ah...Higher NItec is stil okay!!...No NO must go Poly...

Arhhh hell with exams lahh...I wanna sleep...

scorpio

Scorpio, Born October 24 - November 22

Scorpio Mythology
The sign Scorpio is symbolized by the Scorpion.
Your sign's element is Water. Scorpio is ruled by the planet Pluto.
You are very intense, strong willed, determined and secretive. Nothing escapes your attention. Scorpio can let tensions build to the exploding point. Investigation and research play a big part in your life. Scorpio is a deep thinker with a fine mind. You love a good fight, and then wonder why the other person is angry. Scorpio is forceful and courageous. Scorpio is usually interested in anything that has to do with the occult.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Scorpio:
You can be willful, vindictive, jealous, sullen, bitter and sarcastic. You can have a temper. You may misuse sex.


Im bored..Somone entertain me plzzzzzzzz....

Ahhhhhhchoooooooo...sniff sniff...Sharonnnnn u disease spreader...

Its soo freaking colddddd...im wearing sharon belo sweater hahaha sharon reminder u left ur sweater here...

Studying chemistry while blogging...

metal + acid = hydrogen

Combustion
propane + oxygen = carbon dioxide + water

substitution with chlorine
methane + chlorine = chloromethane + hydrogen chloride

Addition of Bromine
ethene + bromine = 1,2-dibromoethane

Additon of Hydrogen
ethene + hydrogen = ethane

Addition of water
ethene + steam = ethanol

To be continued....

See who says i cant study while playing computer hehehe...Y the hell am i studying chem i should be studying ss instead...My study plannings sooo baddd....

ANyway ive graduated already



graduation pics click here


I today becum fashion designer cum costume provider...suzie photographer cum stylist...sharon model cum prasan jambu hahaha *peace*...

Sharon with my designs haha click here

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find

Masive soar troat and runny nose urghhh blame the cold weather...I HATE THE COLDNESS...

Had sum free time juz now after skool so i decided to visit goofy at Changi Hospital...Poor gerl she look pathetic haha esp with that pink pyjamas hehe...Really really hope shell get well soon...

As for now waiting for 'Gemerlapan' to start...ehehe...k toodloos...

Finish reading chapter on MErger...Off to Health Care now...

Awww someones sick...sob! sob!...Shes in hospital...Sob! sob!...hehe...Juz hope she'll be fine soon...


Cute hah the bear-bear hehe..

Now i got to think of HOW i should cook mee bandung for break-fast later...i hate to cook darn!

Okay i take back my words...im not locking my internet...i CANT lock my internet...i will DIE if i lock my internet...Im soooo addicted to my internet...But at least ive made an effort to study 1st THEN play internet...

Juz wanna say im not going skool tomoro soo whoever reading my blog, tommorow go tell teacher ill only be meeting them on friday kay hehe...

Ive OFFICIALLY finish my ART woooohoooo party time hehe...But kind of sad coz i didnt get to see my art-piece i mean see it as in totaly complete as part of it teacher help me do hehe...They say my bear looks cute...But kenny say the head drop off on the way to moe sheezzz...skali true ehh hmmm....

Love leads to laughter Love leads to pain....

i wonder why we fall in love?

Maybe because the joy of having known someone cares for u sumone adore u pamper u everyday...The feeling of excitement is there rite?...Untill we get lost...Lost in our own world...

Sumtimes I juz feel that all off us love too much...WELL! its not wrong to love but i realise love can lead to unwanting scenario like hurting ownself and even suicide...

Ive known someone...She died 5 yrs ago...Her fiance broke up with her...She jump down 15 stories down...

I went to skool today...i saw my classmate with scars on her hand...i recognise such scars...broken-hearted scars...My heart breaks seeing it...reminds me of my past stupidity...

CAnt be blame though people dun think straight n tend to make stupid mistake when they r depressed...

Even my best-frenSS...im kind of worried for u guys...esp u azzy i knoe wat ur goin through...But still if im at his side ill be devastated too soo i cant totaly blame him...Still dun blame urself for wat had happen its already in the past n i hopeu realise wat u had done is wrong its not fair for him...N plzz stop crying it hurts too see u cry n u dun look preety with those sored eyes kay...Juz hope everythink goes out well with u n him...

And Awin again i repeat and repeat and repeat follow ur heart kay gerl...its not like if u break up u cant be frenz CLOSE-frenz...Take for example suzi...She n tity now very close watt...Watever it is u still got frenz to support u...Us n ur soccer frenz...B TANKFULL...

p.s...rod errr remember ehh our deal...haha...

Anyway this MAYBE my last entry for the time being...Im locking my internet already...Have to start muggin for my O's...Dun want to repeat like juz now paper...Nervous breakdown n mental block coz wasnt prepared grrr...k lah bye bye...

Yesh ahh at last Jerry's OUT!! I forever hate the way he sings but still he's kind of cute aint he?? But christopher much more cuter lahh but his voice suxs too..Soo in conclution cute boys cant sing...

I got sum pics to share hehehe!!!

Preety rite with the flower-flower clip...
Too Bad Awin never cum today or else her hair also i doll up hehe....

Anyway bake cookies juz now frm the left-over dough...ermmm wanna see sum pics again haha-->
Three gerlz baking n cooking click here

Can u hear that???Cannot ah?? soo loud siaa...My dad nagging worst then my mum...Went home a little late today hehe nevermindlah not going out again...This time need to study already!!

Dun feel like goin skool again tomorow...tired lazy sleepy...Heard some other schools students have graduated and having their study break already sooo good mann...I dunwanna go skool...no no no must go or else principal will call up...

Tomoro fasting already but too bad im not soo sad i never miss the 1st day before...N yah cant wait to sembayang terawih again hehe always look forward to it every year u knoe y because my prayers have never been unfufilled watever i asked always been given...Anyway this is the only time i got to dress up with my tudung hahaha...

Anyway fun going out with them today intention want to study end up?? only tity study and suzi haha...me azzy n sharon hmmm go merayap haha typical...Got pic got pic go see kay!!...Click here

The most think i cant stand is getting PRANK CALLS...

Call call call then answer already keep quite IDIOT rite...If call once or twice never mind call me for like more then TEN times per day...Dun they have like better thinks to do...Dunno lah if all the same person because the number range from handphones number to house numbers and the worst PRIVATE NUMBERS...N yah the fact that most of the calls came after midnite whereby the time that i WANT TO SLEEP...N yah even at 4am !DUN THEY SLEEP!...SHeeZZ STALKER!!...

N i thought that theres only the term called PRANK CALLS but NOOOOO theres even such think as PRANK SMS!!!...How advance!! mere future PRANK MMS...Dun wanna talk bout this prank sms ahh its more irritating then the stupid phone calls i receive...Imagine ur handphone goin tweet tweet tweet(thats the way my hp sound when receive sms) every 1min or 2...VERY VERY VERY IRRITATING U KNOE...When ask who are they they reply back..Ouhh i tink i type the wrong number...THEN 1 min later sms u bek...Then repeat again...Ouhh i tink i type the wrong number ermmm nvm we can be frenz since we r smsing already...WALAUUU SOOO KINKY...DRAMA MAMA SIA...manenyer wrong number jerrr...then if never reply tat fellow msg msg msg msg msg untill i lost count how many time my hp go tweet tweet tweet...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Im juzz soo PISS!!!...

Guess watt?? Today i cook u knoe hahaha im desprately hungry dats y i was force to cook my own meal since no ones at hm...*yawn*...

Soo i skip skool again hahaha too lazyy lahh the nearer ur exam is the lazier u get...But im soo bored at hm alll alone wallauuu untill now also all havent reach home...Thought of studying juz now but end up sleeping almost the whole afternoon hehe...

Wat shall i study now hmphhhh??? Chemistry or physics?? History or social studies?? english or malay??...I knoe!! chicher always say study ur least fav subject the most soo my least fav sub is math..okay!! i study math gonna crack my brain now...

Cant connect to msn again WTF!...Nevermindlah its good in a way that ill finally study and stop msning...must study! must study! must study!...Skip math mock exam again n again n again cant be bothered about this useless no meaning exams waste my time only!!...Thinking of not goin to school tommorrow...want to go onot ah?? I think dun want ah becoz got english exam hmm klah i dunwanna go! but got mr adam period later he nag nag n nag...arhh see 1st lah...guyz incase im not in msn please call me kayyy dun leave me gong gong

Mum n dad working overtime soo its left with me and abang to rule the house without having dinner...haha...Did i mention i fought with mum n dad AGAIN yesterday while eating my fauvorite spicy mee soto at Eunos~wahh so detailed...About wat?? wat else ITE n PolY lahhh haizz...I get irritated everytime my mum object me from entering ite...I can at least go higher nitec rite i want to take accountancy since i cant enter accountancy in poly becoz im not takin POA as 1 of my subject...bugger...

OKlah i dont want to fight anymore i made up my mind i dont go Poly n i dont go ITE...i go JC okay mummy dear...*ya rite*...

i can make it

if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

humble and arrogant

Finding Humility In An Arrogant World

The humble can wait patiently,
While the arrogant want it now!

The humble demostrate kindness,
While the arrrogant don't even notice the need

The humble are content, not jealous or envious,
While the arrogant feel they deserve more

The humble honour and esteem one another,
While the arrogant brag on themself

The humble do not act unbecomingly,
While the manners of the arrogant are rude

The humble show a servant spirit,
While the arrogant demand to be served

The humble are not easily provoked,
While the arrogant are quick to take offense

The humble quickly forgive a wrong suffered,
While the arrogant can't rest untill they even the score

couldnt connect into msn...haizz...bored...

Mum never cook because too busy watching meteor garden...grrr im hungry!!...

Dads been nagging for me to study...

Bro arhhh he cant be bothered bout anitink....

Me hmmm i wanna sleep...

Got sum pictures click here of yesterday...u wanna see then see u dunwan to see then dun see...

OK toodloos

bored!!!!!

at azzy's crib now...didnt go skool lazy lah as usual and homework havennt do...Azzy also lazy pig dunwanna go skool hehe...Klah i wanna sleep!!

We all need

We all need

To be loved...When lonely

To be protected...When afraid

To be comforted...When hurting

To be fed...When hungry

To be taught...When confused

To be encouraged...When downhearted

To be filled...When empty

To be heard...When Crying

To be found...When lost

To be given hope...When all seems dark

Skip math exam today yeah yeah i lyke!! i hate math eee it suxs...

BOred ah! talking with azzy on the phone and on msn...hmmm phone diff topic msn diff topic...msn topic very dirty hahaha didnt knoe azzy very the eeeewwww!!!...

Oh yah went hm late frm school juz now n this bangla follow meeee i stop he stop i walk he walk i look left he look right arhh scaryy u knoe so i juz run...urhhh!! pathetic never goin home all alone again...

Thinking of not goin skool tomorrow....to go or not go??...
Dint study today haizzz tired ah!! Homework havent do...
Nak dekat puase ahhhh...dat means must wake up super early haiyahhh...
Wanna go grad nite or not ah???...

Wateverlah bye!...

Soo everyones counting down...25 more days to O'level n as for me im counting down...25 more days to my birthday weeeee...Thinking of how am i going to celebrate my sweet 17 !!sheezz!!...Wadehell 2 more weeks n ill be out of yiss woohoo...gonna be sad though 5 years of bitter sweet memories...all those years spent together building friendship and creating enemies hmm okok ill miss yiss but cant wait to get out of there hehe...

math mock exam tomorrow boring!!

I finish my Art-Prep Work YEAH YEAH...But course work havent haishh...

Hope ill remember to change my skirt tomorrow or ill be playing catching with mr adam again n asking sharon to block me every recess assembly...grrr...

Suzi! tomorrow jump down 3 story down kay i wanna see u bounce or not!!...

I cant find my 10 bucks arghh..."ABANG! U TAKE AH?"...Or must be rod's or awin's yo yo yo...u guyz better dun get near me with that THINK!...creepy u knoe 'goosebumbs'

Klah wanna study...Azzy tanks for lending me the book...k bye!

Didnt get any sleep last night coz have to do my art and today wahh! my eye worst then panda!!..Soo sleepy the whole day didnt pay attention to wat the teacher teach i juz sleep haha...Slave on my art again after skool at DnT studio and me dee zie n lon skip SS mock exam whaha...Mr lim called us gangsters haha soo daring...Wat To Do art more important..."Dah lah cabot skola abeh skarang tak gie exam" soo damn terok mannn...Ate our breakfast lunch dinner at KFC together haha imagine not eating the whole day untill 7pm then u eat...Walau lucky i never faint...

I wanna sleep liow my eyes shutting shutting already...Haizzz still MY ART HAVENT FINIS...arghhh bye!!! *yawn*

Im like so dead tired and my toes hurt!!...Still have tons of art to work on maybe later but most probly tommoro hehe...

So we went out again grrr and never study again grrr...THIS IS GONNa BE THE LASTTT!!!...We always say dat but end up we go out again haiyah!!!

HAd fun of coz...I always have fun!!...But some sorrows too...Hah watdehell!!...I dun care i dun mind its useless to think about it...Im moving on i am!!

Soo she make me realise at last...I promised the gerlz somtink and im gonna try my best to fufill it...I WILL...I will change!! i will study hard...I will try my best to enter poly!!...Go on with normal life...Forget bout the pass...Look for the future...And yah stop faggin hehe...Rest assure i always keep my promise...anyhoo check out the pics aitez!!
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