Dikeheningan malam,
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg disayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata


Bila rindu,
Terkenang mu sayang, terasa sayu,
Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam,
Jauh terbang diri ku melayang,
Aku rindu,
Sentuhan mu, ku rasa sayu,
Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini,
Bawa ku dalam pelangi,
Melepasi batas diri ini.


Jauh angan ku lena
Ku rasa kita bersama
Kau bawa daku kesana
Ke alam kisah yang lama
Kenangan didalam jiwa
Bila tersedar semula
Disisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya ku pendam rasa
Inginku luahkan semua


Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati
Ikhlas kasih Sabar insyAllah kita akan Bertemu semula


Aura yang memecah semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian
Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi
Seperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran
Disisi cuping di setiap corong Lorong yang lohong
Benar ku tak bohong
Bila hati menyanyi

We walk n walk n walk n walk...Frm one house to another n another n another... Fun?? Of cozzz...i miss my boifwenz didnt see dem 4 along time...But the most fun is at errhmmm house bcoz we got more then juz duit raya hahaha...Shhhhhh...


Me N Suzi...



We All



Me n Dawrling Roy...



See the crack there!! Rahmat drop it n crack it n the owner dunno about it...hahaha



Ahh the rest go look urself lahhh--> Click here

Sum uninvited peeps who came...muahahaha...


Nazir



Fariz



Zul



The rest i dunno who the hell are they sooo i never take their pics hehehe...


Went to wm with sharon n azzy after that...Get myself sum stuffs n sum food to eat i hungry mannn...Sharon followed me home n we were practically drench running under the heavy rain...Ate our dinner watch tv nnnn dats all lahhh...hehe...

Baby Jack-Jack...Hes Soooo Cuteeee!!!!



Today as usual lahhh like any typical daysss...Went skool wore my uniform for the very last time n did my very last paper...Got my leaving testi n cca certificate...Mr chow say i active girl u knoe *wink* n i good natured u knoe *wink* n have gd social-skills u knoe *wink* n obliging n helpfull n bla bla bla (sounds fake??) hahaha n i got distinction for cca yeah yeah...


Went KFC ate our breakfast...then went Tekka after that accompany rod go buy her baju punjabi...Punyerlahhh cerewettt nie minah...hehe peace* rod...Then go eat mee soto at the pathetic irritating coffee shop at little india...Then go bek west mall bought my elseve conditioner then go hm...


Reach home Fadhli n Hafiz call n ask to go to kedai kopi for a stupid meeting...N i mean it STUPID + LAME...Watever tell u guyz about it later...Then mum ask me to accompany her go Westmall haa! tired u knoe but i gd gerl go accompany her lahh...then she buy me 925 silver anklet muahaha n also bob-dog socks hahaha N also mcdonald n alsooo ermm dats all...hehehaha...see she soo nice


Klahhhhhhh itu ajerrr....

Here i am stuck at home once again being force to study...I want to go raya lahhhh...Haizzz nvmlahh at least my cuzins came sooo jelezzz they can go raya i cannot...Fasterrrlahhh exam finis...


Having a drastic flu rite now...AHhhhh CHhooo...Went riding with elfi yesterday i mean juz now morning n it was raining...was fun but it was freezing cold add on to the night breeze...Can die mann...We talk alot about our problemss...She advise me alot yalahh she expert in all this wat hahaha...Tanks Elfi i appreciate it...


Anyway this is my Lil'Cuzzie Hakim hehe...Cute??

Im Homeeeeeee...


Now sleepy *yawn*


I guess i have summm unfinish business to settle...Ive dissapered for ermmm 2 days hah...Sum of u couldnt find me i guess...I was juz bz thinking about the world around us ahaha...no lahh...hmmm Those words hurts it may seem like a joke to u but not to me...


Maybe i think too much...Sorie to leave u juz like dat i juz want to be alone...I need space...Nyway its never ur fault i knoe u dun mean it sooo dun take it seriously...U guyzzzz can call me tomorow i will pick up the phone tomoro...


Oh yahh those stupiddddd Boyzzz want to jln raya TOMmORrO...Sooo im juz informing whoever is intrested in following them plz tell them urself...To those who are not intrested juz like me tell me sooo we can ditch those irritating boyz one by one....Dunno ahh people still having exam...Bodoh nyer bdk bdk...


Nywayy meeting Elfi later hehehe...Wanna go riding wee wee...klahhh im off now bye...

If i were a fish...I wanna be Her...ahak...dun ask y

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Every time I hear your name


The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
Until I get over you

Juz now paper was 'yeah yeah' ahaha i happy mannn!!!...History was fantabulous the chapter i learnt came out muahaha tanks to my cuzzie fizah she told me to study China n China came out yeah yeah ahak...I predict that cold war's gonna come out too skali come out lahh...See i got 6 sense...But that pethetic chapter 10 came out for source base n i dont knoe a think siaaa...Never mind lah luckily sbq loose few marks only for the missing contextual knowledge...


Art paper was great too but toooo badddd my prep-werk SUXS aahahahaa...But atleast my final-piece okok...Future la-salle student watttt...hehe...


Sooo its left with science paper 1 then after that PARTY TIME yeah yeahhhhh...

Ten to five atleast we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you


How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on


Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again

I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say - you're right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten, twice as shy
If I'm proud, perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to loose you again


Yes, I will.
I think I better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper...
I think I better leave right now

Im tired Im sleepy...Yawnnn!!...


Didnt get enuff sleep sehhh...Wat did i do??


Hari raya eve go skool got history remedial thennnn go West Mall get my contact lens thennnn go ginza accompany abang go cut hair thennnn help out wif the house chores abit thennnn go geylang untillll 4am then reach hm never change go sleep then wake up at 5 thennn go Masjid Sultan for hari raya prayers thennn go hm was forced to clean up my room thennnn go out again n go jln raya untillll 1am thennnn go hm sleep n wake up at 5 bcozzzz errr i also dunno hahaha thennnn afternoon go out againnn thenn go jln2 raya thennn i lazy to follow them i ask daddy to send me to Azzy house thennnnnnnn now im typin this post...


seee how tiring my daysss were...Stiilll i haf to do my art-prep work n study for history...Arghhhh irritating ah this olevel people want to raya also cannot...


pakbusu n his new gerlfren hehe preety rite she

Lepakkk lah u sharon...When i say u minah dangdut i didnt expect u to really becum one hahahaha...Yahh nice song there u got in ur blog khekheke...Tank me for introducing u dat song...Ill teach u the dance step next time otay...or u can ask my daddy to teach for u hahahaha...He pro in this type of dancing...Adioz!!...


Oh yah AWIN CD AKU MANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stress OUt

Since 8 juz now untilllllll now i still havent decide wat to do for my art...I really suxs at producing ideas for art...I guess i lack of creativity ahaha...


Hmmm thinking of doin on topic players-music...But dunno wat genre of music...Should i do about the all sooo common hip-hop rnb??? orrrr soul orrrrr traditional orrrr reggae orrr jazz orrr blues orrr techno orrrrr ahhhh DANGDUT ahahahaha me n my dangdut forever mannn...dunwan ahh Angmos dun understand dangdut ahahaha...Now got minah dangdut u knoe...who ah??...SHARON ahaha she keep on repeating the song juz now at my house...


Alaaaa stresss lahhh...


Sunday hari raya already...fast huh...Mum also never clean2 the house never hang curtain never wipe window...LAzyy NYONYA ahahaha like to call her dat...ONe thing for sure is dat this yr i never spent any money on my hair on makeups on accesories(dat is bcoz my fwenz gave me too many already hehe)...Mayb becoz of exam fever no mood liow...


Watever! back on art...Hmmmm i still dunno wat to do lahhhhhh...Ahhh yah SUZI tomoro WAKE UP CALL ME 7:30 PLZZZZZZ...okay okay...kay bye...c u guys tomolo...

Goin Malacca in 10 mins time dun ask me 4wat coz i myslef dunno y am i goin there hehe...


Didnt get any sleep last nite hmmm oklah i slept only at 5 n woke up 10 5hrs sleep only sleeeepppppyyyy siaaa now...What i did?? noooo not hanging on the phone i was bz thinking n wondering hahaha....About wat?? Got lahhh Y kpo...


Kay gotta get ready now or else mummy will nag k toodlooosss...

I like to stay up late, spend hours on the phone
Hanging out with all my friends and never being at home
Im impolite and I make fun of everyone
Im immature but I will stay this way forever
Till the day I die, I promise I wont change
So you better give up


I dont wanna be told to grow up
And I dont wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I dont wanna be told to grow up
And I dont wanna change
So you better give up
Cause im not gonna change
I dont wanna grow up

Berdegup jantung kuuu mendengarkan namamu AH! AH!...


Hahaha kkk im listening to dangdut rite now...Boredd ahh...Talking with sharon n suzi on the phone i tink they r piss off rite now with my singings ahhh hahaha...


Bored lahh cant sleep rite now...Slept early yesterday 10pm blackout already then today cannot sleep haaaa...Soo whoever bored cannot sleep like me feel free to msg or call haha...Nvm continue listening to dangdut...ahaha...k bye~

He's my Faverit!! :) My boifren for 5 yrs already...Met him on 2nd november 2000...Awww hahaha....

I want a love that will last

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last


Say that you love
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last


I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die


So theres little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

happy yet piss off

Im happy yet piss off..Happy becoz i got to do my math but piss off becoz i cannot do my math..hmmm ape cakap??

Haha actually im happy coz i skip alllll the front front question 1st n do the last 2 questions which is BLARDI easy muahaha...But end up didnt have the time to finsh up the front2 question...DAMN!...But to those who never attemp the last few question bcoz no time OB QUACK to u haha(suzi teach me this language) khekhe......Still i knoe im gonna fail math maybe an e8 or d7 but plzz no f9 for me...Watever it is ive made plans already next year retaking math n also taking up POA..HAte my skool never offer us accounting...


Im soo bored rite now!!!...gonna study sooon...After i sleep that is...Rite now playing checkers with Awin n playing bejewelled with sharon...STRESS...haha play game also stress u knoe..but looks like Awins loosing muahahaha but sharons beating me grrr...k lah bye!!

Lindsay

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm going live my life...not the way you want me to

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I PROMISE BY STACIE ORRICO

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will


hahaha chikies recognise this song i sang to u guys juz now....Dun worrie ill always keep my promise...Anyway tanks for all the advise u guyz gave me i really need it n yah tolerating with my singings too... Dip it low Pick it up slow Roll it all around Poke it out like your back broke pop pop pop that thing haha ok ill shadap now...Over n out...bye!!!

someone cum my house uninvited MUAHAHAHAHAHA...joking onlie lahhh..Soo good u cum when im super super bored...Nice timing haha...




Sharonn's here hehe...ili nv fast again.. eat dunno wat super small 'apple'.. haaa...and choco too..!! orh hor hor.. tell ur mother.. "go help her make kuih".. go go go.. :P




Sharons super small apple khekhekhe...

Im super duper uberly BORED!!!...Grab my cam n sooo i start snapping here n there...


Study! Study! Study!...Arhhh get a life!!!...


My prezziess *winks*...notice they all gave me neclace...mentang2 aku suker accesories...


The half eaten cockies that Effendi gave me...muahaha...Save them for my fwenz esp that goondoo sharon hehe...


Mummie busy baking Hari Raya goodies...


The worst o level paper i had done soo far...Stupid falkland or i must say fuckland...Where the hell is falkland anyway??...

Azzy azzy....If u r reading this rite now plz give me a call straight away...I guess we need to talk...I knoe theres sumting u want to tell me...Besides about that person...I knoe theres sumting else...I knoe on that nite when u msg me I knoe theres sumting bothering u...Yes i ignored u i admit bcoz on that nite sumting happen to me too...Im sorrie kay for my ignorence...Juz give me a buzz kay n we'll talk thinks out...

Ahhhh my eyesss wat happen to itttttt...

Noo ive not gone blind yet...Juz that it looks swollen already haaaa no more preety eyes for me...I look like a zombie haizzzzzz...Rite now im putting ice over my eyes arhhh refreshing...

No more late nights for me...I look sooo pathetic already...

Juz now math paper hmmm to me average to them easy haha...OKlah happy dat i got to do sum of it but still regret coz i knoe i knoe how to do BUT I FORGETTTT...See lahhh ask to study dun wan rite...

Anyway yah i wanna tell my fwenz TANKS FOR THE PREZZIES U GUYZ GAVE ME...Muahaha...Luv them all...Luvs u guyz more...hehe...Sharon i finish up the ferrere rocher already ahahaha cannot give u...

Stomach painnnnnn!!!!!!

Juz now paper suxs...Or i suxs...either one lah...

K Bye!